Saturday, September 30, 2006
雷雨
a very nice play.. good yet understandable plot (some others was so confusing it was easier understanding exam papers)..
but one phrase that left a very deep impression on me is one spoken by the younger brother..
"其实我是不喜欢她的，只不过是一时强烈的暗恋罢了.... 哥，你要好好地照顾她..."
其他的不说，和哥哥同时喜欢同样的丫头.. 但明明知道是不可能的，却毫无顾忌地对她好.. 可悲呀可悲..
9:40 PM
`` stoningg
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Happy Birthday to ME!!!
A Very Big Thanks to those who chipped in for my present.. it must have been hard on you guys.. thanks alot.. i love it very much..
to list those who made my dreams of owning
come true, (i list it in the way the names are given to me..)
(05S6E)
1. Yi Yuan
2. Yu Zhu
3. Chew Hwee
4. Tiong Li
5. Merrick
6. Darren
7. Bin Hua
8. Priscilla
(CCHMS)
9. Chun Kiat
10. Yihua
11. Han Bing
12. Ricky
13. Gwendolyn
(Bendemeer Primary)
14. Yong Ting
15. Wei Yann (表姐也给叫来了.. 佩服佩服..)
16. K Luon
(BYG)
17. Tian Tian
18. Jie Yan
19. Justin
20. Meng Jiat
21. Connie
22. Xinyu
23. Peifen
(AVA)
24. Yiwen
25. Remus
26. Vincent
27. Yong Sheng
28. Frank
(Others)
29. Min Sheng
30. Shawn
31. Janet
32. Tracy
33. Jeslin
34. Simin
long long list.. wow!! i am really very impressed by the effort they put in.. thanks alot everyone..
and my supposed other birthday present is a Motorola V3X handphone..
but since i going NS soon, and my sis wanted that phone very badly, so i gave it to her.. i'm sticking with my old phone..
10:01 PM
`` stoningg
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Chemistry Kills
dieded for Chemistry Prelims..
Paper 1 - 23/40
Paper 2 - 27/60
Paper 3 - 35/100
Total - 85/200 = 42.5%
Final Score : AO
very bad.. at least i am more or less sure that i will not fail the other 2 subjects..
found this while surfing the net..
The size ratings go-
1/144 - smallest and crappest, like the one that came with the SEED boxset.
1/144 High Grade/High Grade Universal Century (HG or HGUC) - much better quality, still small though.
1/100 - *about* the same quality as the HGs, but bigger (about 1.4x bigger).
1/100 Master Grade (MG) - Expensive, but much better quality. Best to leave until you've made some regular models.
1/60 - Super duper big, about HG quality.
1/60 Perfect Grade (PG) - You can't afford these. No, seriously.
lol..
明天即将"招"天遣..
但看在过后的解脱，被雷劈几次也是值得的..
<胡思乱想>
人生就是一场恶梦.. 希望我能找点儿醒来..
4:11 PM
`` stoningg
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Pets
found a picture of Reversi's twin brother, Squeaky.. he has another patch of black on his left eye and a brown coat on his lower half body.. other than that his fur is the same as Reversi's..
called him Squeaky because he squeaks very loudly when hungry.. Very Loudly.. kinda forgotten where he went.. noisy little guy..
played with Toffy almost the whole day today.. very nice little fellow.. at least he doesn't bite me like Mr Tong's hamster (i am going to bite it back one day) or go berserk after playing too much like Stretchy, my friend Cheryl's dog..
i had always wanted a dog, but due to the fact that i have a canine-phobic mother, my sis's and i was outvoted in the democratic family.. democracy meaning children one vote each and parents ten votes each..
so i'll just have to wait till i am older to be able to get one.. but on second thought perhaps i would rather spend the money on more Gundams?
11:33 PM
`` stoningg
Friday, September 22, 2006
想太多了..
whole day slacking at home is not good for me..
due to my short nap last night which caused me to wake up super-disorientated, my hyped up mind went overdrive.. causing me to 想太多..
not good.. not good at all..
luckily my mom forced me out of the house to go collect my free mp4 player.. if not i am sure i would have went crazy..
8:46 PM
`` stoningg
Story of Reversi (end)
direct from my old blog 2 years ago..
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
when i say so much happened 4 e past 2 wks...it is an understatement...so much...prelims...dengue...guinea pigs giv birth....den 1 of the babies is sort of deformed or handicapped...e mother rejects it...so hve 2 try 2 hand raise...his...i tink is a he...hind 2 legs cant move much...den is also very small...2day 2nd day liao...quite lucky 2 live so long...i tink...but dis morn he started shaking...dunno y...feel quite helpless as he juz keep shaking...tink he is in pain or wad...haix...ke lian leh...
really is a damn understatement...haix...ke lian de baby...i juz went over 2 check on him...he's stiff all over...not breathing...dis time i really feel so hopeless...so helpless...to see a living creature suffer n yet cant do anything 2 help...i really feel so hopeless...maybe it was meant to be...maybe he wasnt meant to live at all...4 someone who has only days to live...it is easier to giv up their lives than people who has lived for decades...may you rest in peace...
In dedication to one of my most memorable friend,Reversi the black white guinea pig (20/09/2004 - 22/09/2004)
1:38 PM
crippled, abandoned by parents, ostracize by his siblings, shunned by his species, with no one for company but strangers.. he suffered much more than i ever did in his short life.. rest in peace old friend..
1:36 PM
`` stoningg
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Story of Reversi (cont.)
continued..
After school, I regularly checked on the small guy, making sure he's not uncomfortable or anything. I even helped him exercised his hind legs, hoping that his legs will grow stronger. He's putting in effort, considering how hard he tried to move and kick those malformed legs.
I also tried to see if Binnie would accept him, but she still treat him as though he was invisible.
By the end of the day, he was able to crawl about in his make-shift cage made by yours truly. He was unable to stay in the original cage for fear of being crushed by the parents who don't give a damn about his existence.
A glimmer of hope for him, or so we thought..
to be continued..
9:03 PM
`` stoningg
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Story of Reversi
In dedication to one of my most memorable friend,
the black and white guinea pig, Reversi (20/9/2004 - 22/9/2004)
two years ago,
I was in school when i recieved a sms, "hey bro,binnie juz gif birth 2 baby, but she rejecting one of them".
When I got home, I was shocked to see that one of the baby guinea pig had a deformed lower body. His lower back and lower legs are smaller than it should be, an he was struggling just to crawl about, dragging itself with its two front legs.
Binnie, the mother, just treated him like he was trash. I don't blame her, because this is the way nature works.
But still, I couldn't just watch him die of starvation, so my sisters and I decided to care for him ourselves. We fed it rice water through a syringe, and tried to care of him a way a mother would care for a child.
He was all white, with a black patch on his forehead. We wanted to bring him to a vet, but by the time our parents came home, it was very late, and my mother said to wait for awhile to see if his back legs would grow stronger.
So we waited...
to be continued..
left to right: Binnie, Archie
10:12 AM
`` stoningg
Happy Birthday
好朋友.. 生日快乐 =）
看来只有我会对你说这句话，因为我想没人记得你的存在，他们怎么会记得你哪年哪日生的呢？你真可怜，但不用担心.. 至少我记得..
12:01 AM
`` stoningg
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Prelims Over..
Physics paper 2 is a killer.. nuff said..
as for those whom the sadistic school still wanted to torture for a few days more, all the best..
went 'window shopping' at Suntec-Marina Square area as Jieyan n Justin would call it.. but most of the time i am just stoning as looking at clothes is just not my cup of tea.. at least we found what we was looking for, and Jieyan bought another Gundam, and i got disappointed again as a $225.90 Perfect Grade Strike Gundam is still out of stock until further notice.. ARRGGGHHHHH!!! now all the PG Strike left are those selling at $289.90 at stores such as Seiyu and Metro.. oh well..
任命了.. 无能为力停止时间步行的我，看来只能眼睁睁的看着周围的一切变成回忆.. JC-life 只不过省三个月.. 能把多少记忆塞进脑里，就尽量塞吧..
好朋友，不过多久就是你的生日了.. 兴奋吗? 一年一度，算是蛮偶然的吧.. 不用担心，我一定会陪你庆祝的.. 怎么说，对你来说这么重要的一天，我这么会错过呢？
T minus 3h 39mins 21s
8:21 PM
`` stoningg
Monday, September 18, 2006
Untitled
finished maths paper 2.. can say i got K.O.ed by pure maths portion and CRV.. but overall the statistics part should help me pass.. heard Hu Nan did section C aka Mechanics.. 真是佩服他的勇气..
anyway, don't feel like studying for physics test tomorrow.. i had already anticipated this, so i revised physics during the weekend.. hope it will be enough..
already in a little holiday mood.. but not so into it as usual the irony of life is still plauges me.. i don't want the simplicity of mugging life to end, but ending it means enjoyment.. conflicting desires.. which should i want?
好朋友.. 好久不见了，多两天就能‘相遇’，你还好吗？你的痛苦，我一辈子也不会真正的理解.. 你的解脱，虽然我们俩儿因这样而感到痛苦，但我百分之百赞成你的决定..
T minus 2 days..
9:25 PM
`` stoningg
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Right or Wrong?
我这么做是对的吗? 虽然能让朋友开心，但始终知道开心时又可能是害到朋友.. 该不该？
这几天一直不停地mug，但当中却找回了当初的自己.. 回到了简单的生活，精神都集中在一个目标上，给了我一个肯定的人生方向.. 就像是在AVA或是在建Gundam时，生命就仿佛变得很简单.. 外界所抛向我的压力，都丝毫不重要.. 虽然像是逃避现实，但是也算是一种痛苦的解脱..
这种简单生活多么美好.. 可惜过几年，要找到这种生活可难了..
dreaming of the same friend these few days.. kinda expecting it since it always happens around this time.. its been 2 years since i last saw him.. since i will ever see him again..
T minus 3 days..
9:31 PM
`` stoningg
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Wear and Tear
not doing so well these few days.. i feel as though i am dying a little everyday, which technically is correct..
with each passing day, i grow more tired of the things i should do, must do, yet i see no gain.. i am happy, but not for myself..
then, as i thought, after A lvls everyone will go their separate ways.. suddenly, i don't want everything to end.. i don't want time to go on.. post-college syndrome, i guess..
anyway, just like the prelim results, if i dont have the ability, why do i yearn for it? no point catching a beautiful butterfly, only to have it die in a glass jar..
utterly pointless..
长久生活在痛楚之中，我感觉特别的累.. 作为听者，我是不应该插手的.. 醋吃多了，对它的味道已经麻痹的，再也尝不到那种味道了.. 生在这种环境当中，我的心不得不僵硬.. "It is suffering, to have so big and soft a heart in a world full of blades.."
guess i'll just carry on dying.. its the way of life..
9:33 PM
`` stoningg
Friday, September 08, 2006
Untitled
what should be, has in fact became what had not be.. the brutal irony of life..
which goes to show, fate is a lousy player at the game of Life.. "boy knocked down by car two months after winning battle against cancer"..
WTH!!! someone who desperately wants to live, has the will and the determination to live, is taken while those idiots who have a death wish by taking drugs are happily enjoying their lives..
nothing is fair.. i agree to this partially only.. the world must be balanced, two sided, not like a Moebius Strip..
without positive, negative would have no definition.. but the irony of Life itself is that it is way too imbalanced..
maybe one day i may do a Tousen (from Bleach anime) and say that,
"Since there is no Justice, the path I walk WILL be Justice."
11:10 PM
`` stoningg
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Zen V Plus
bought this at COMEX n Friday.. the 4 GB version.. not a bad mp3 player..
dad bought a new laptop.. Compaq something.. forgot.. but looks ok..
the brutal irony of life.. i was saving up some money, hoping to buy a 1GB SD card at COMEX to allow my phone to be a full fledged mp3 player.. and, i lost it the day before i go COMEX..
8:35 PM
`` stoningg
Friday, September 01, 2006
Untitled
not a good week actually..
school's quite empty because everyone was ponning lessons.. even the great Zhiliang ponned lectures.. and speaking of ponning.. i didnt know my sis was so 'smart' that she called her teacher to tell the teacher she was ponning her CCA..
in squash..
tried to win this..
from him..
but the sad truth is, a Planeswalker will never win in saber duelling as compared to a Jedi.. it just doesnt suit me when i am unable to use my magic.. and there werent enough time for me to start casting at the beginning anyway.. but still, out of the dunno-how-many matches we played, think there's only one 9-0 score.. big improvement..
so i'll just have to save up some a month and i think i can get it by the end of the year..
come to think of it.. it was raining the whole day yesterday.. maybe the sky's crying because i lost my handphone? well.. one can wonder..
9:49 AM
`` stoningg
